35- Poetry: Using me ? ..

Poetry: Using me ? ..

Why you used me ?

For which reason...

Why you try to play ?

To hurt me...

How can you do it ? 

So easily...

How can you manage ?

To hurt a person heart...

Where is your mind ?

Did you lose it...?

Where is your heart ?

Did you sold it...?

Where is your soul ?

Did you give it...?

Where is your word ?

You put it down...

Why you used me ?

For which reason...

Because I am good...

Honest and helpful...

Because I care for all...

Because I have a tender heart and I care...

Even if someone is hurt...

Where is the truth ?

I lost it...

What should I believe ?

What I am seeing now ?

And what was it ?

From the beginning...

It was just an imagination...

It will go soon,

But after I have been hurt...

I will forgive you...

For what you did...

I will always pray for you...

Give you hope in life...

And be your friend...

But no more time for loosing...

But no more time for passing...

I will be a new person again...

I will be back on my feet again...

So... I will not let you...

Use me again...

So... I will be more...

Stronger than ever...

And I will keep fighting in life...

There will be always a smile...

Inside my heart and in my eyes...

For ever...

To keep going with my own will...

And I will be going...

Even if it will take more time...

But I will arrive at the end...

With the help of God and his Angels...

( Rita Maria Samaha )